Algonquin 2016

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A year gone by,

first night alone,

dust of city falls away,

deep silence over all.

 

End day of portage and canoe,

dive naked off a perfect rock,

flight to the surface in delight,

a child reborn.

 

Late day, warm sun settles over all,

and still of eve,

beauty of the world before man,

peace grows inside of me.

 

evening of the third day,

mind drifts in endless time,

memories weave with present here,

sans care and sans desire.

 

School of small fish,

chasing in the morning sun,

family of loons calling,

skittering over water in happy flight.

 

Small perfect raspberries,

in little patches along the path,

a few blueberries,

so few, so sweet.

 

The calm quiet of early morn,

lake mirrors shore back at me,

solitary loon floats softly by,

and nods hello to day.

 

Beaver lodges dot the shore,

moose flapping her ears

mist off the water at morn,

and over all, the bugs.

 

Sidelong glimpse of death’s hyena,

following on my trail,

not now, my friend,

my day’s still long.

 

Kindly soul left a joint here,

so up I go,

majestic day on Lake La Muir

full sun and southwest view,

 

Small fish nibble at my feet,

in sunlit shallow,

gaze over kingdom where I stand,

this is how the world began.

 

Second last day here,

feeling sweet and tired,

my wild harvest rich this year,

ready to return to daily home.

 

Lie naked on the forest floor

look up at blue through trees of green,

summer breeze wash over me,

no thought but this, it is good.

 

The miracle of nature in these lands,

grasses, trees, and living things,

sprung to glorious life in summer,

to die each winter ‘til spring returns.

W. Milne

August 2016

 

Medic Arts

Medical Arts Building

Medic Arts

Medic Arts at Bloor, St. George
art deco, world  gone by
‘septic smells, long halls, closed doors
let’s give this one more try.

Day of our, first meeting comes
sit ‘cross a table so
a few remarks to get us going
and words begin to flow.

Listens first with quiet intent
then slowly, eyelids close
my words fall off, what have I done
not how this s’posed to go.

To my relief, comes back to life
and turns again to me
an engineer, you’ll understand
you’re running rough, you see.

Okay, I say, let’s try the meds
let’s see where this thing goes
been on a couch for ten years now
what have I got to lose.

You’d think it would be easy now
but that’s not how it is
to find the sweet-spot drug and dose
takes months of hit and miss.

A year goes by, doing better now
new calm within my head
a feel of peace spread over me
anxiety mostly shed.

The feeling grows, I’m cured at last
it’s time to pull the pin
but doc he stops me, not so fast
now the real work begins.

Your engine running smoother now
your windscreen been wiped clean
you’re gonna’ have to learn to drive
this fancy new machine.

So, what’s  the real work, you ask
this journey never ends
to see the world outside more clear
and trust the world within.

Yuh gotta try grow up again
be child one more time
put down your armour and your mask

let you and world re-rhyme.

So what’cha gotta have for this?
this gonna be real hard
someone to care and feel for you
with science and with art.

Who sees you just the way you are
in good times and in pain
the slips, the falls, the sliding back
and help you up again.

This time round is different though
you ain’t just simply child
still gotta live in adult world
keep going all the while.

Another thing is happening too
if things is going your way
you join as travellers on the road
dark night and bright of day.

And, course the journey not all hard
there’s laughs and humor too
you share your stories from the past
and those that rise anew.

The doggies with us, early morn
they greet me at the door
with wagging tails and shinebright eyes
then settle down to snore.

The years go by, week at a time
an inner peace keeps growing
the fear this all be tak’n away
gives way to life affirming.

At home with loved ones, on the street
there’s good things happening too
new ways to feel and care and love
give back what’s come to you.

This journey gonna end some day
we both be getting on
but I’ve been blessed to overflow
to have you for so long.

W. Milne
Dec 2016

Lucas

Lucas First day

LUCAS

child of light,

come forth on christmas morn

the throes of birth now o’er

calm, asleep, lost in dream

tired, joyful mother

father not understanding yet

the earth has moved.

 

child arrives

to Yuletide feast

hush is in the room

babe held in wonder

passed from hand to hand

no name to call him yet

 

so small, so perfect

improbably dressed

soft pink skin

sweet newborn smell

blue eyes

tiny fingers

wisps of red blonde hair

 

first days and weeks

child aglow with life

movement comes

eyes open

to see the world around

a smile appears

he learns his mother’s voice

his father’s caring arms

dog’s wet-kiss tongue

and countless loving hands

 

whole family

welcomes the new child

rise above itself

sees now a future beyond

so many lives betouched

another generation begins.

 

W. Milne

February 2016

Georgian Bay

Georgian Bay
Georgian Bay
Totem Pole
Totem Pole
Sunset
Sunset
Beach
Beach
Marshmellow Roast
Marshmellow Roast

Summer Calls

Summer calls, come now with me
To place of dream and reverie
Where nature, wind and sunshine dance
with stars and night and soft romance

Rustic cabin in the woods
Where as a child I came
A place to shelter, eat and sleep
And find myself again

Red squirrels frolic in the trees

Dragon flies ride on the breeze

Blue Jays laugh in raucous call

Cicadas sing song, rise and fall

Grassy clearing in the trees
Fire burning in the night
Where golden children laugh and sing
With innocent delight

Down winding path from cabin door
Past juniper and pine
Toward the lake I make my way
Through scent of summertime

Blue world of light and endless space
Where water, sand and sky embrace
Soft clouds lazy on the breeze
Waves dance and sparkle on the seas

Gay umbrellas down the way
Happy children splash and play
Mothers waiting, watchful stand
Lovers walking hand in hand

When darkness falls, the world grows still
And dancing stars the night sky fill

Now I, am left alone to be

Silent before heaven’s mystery
And in this place of summer past
For those who feeling see

Loved ones who once summered here

Still walk among the trees

Algonquin 2015

 

Warren Milne

August 2015

 

Sweet languid afternoon

Waves murmur ‘gainst rocky shore

Soft zephyr cools the heat of day

As gentle night begins to fall.

 

Black velvet sky

Dance of myriad shimmering stars

deep quiet of nature, all around

save for haunting call of loon.

 

Daylight wakens cloudy morn

This Adam rise to gaze anew

At verdant nature, blue lake and sky

give thought to plan of coming day.

 

A day of travel, just memory now

paddle easy, wind behind

portage hot and heavy climb

now rest, worn body and numb mind.

 

Make way ‘neath canopy of trees

Lush green of forest floor

Step careful down on root and rock

Path worn by course of countless feet.

 

Canoe glide quiet over waves

Breeze blows where’er it will

Paddle pushing ever on

And steering so to keep the way.

 

World of green, where silent firs

drink air and water, sunlight in

look silent on at pass of time

at peace with deep eternity.

 

My head is light, I’m feeling weak

lie down awhile, find strength anew

strip off wet clothes, cool rest in swamp

last push to end of weary day.

 

A day too long

of trial and doubt

faint, hot and weak

sweet place of rest.

 

Beloved Albert

stayed with my steps

lies down with me

as now with cramping hands I write.

 

Dawn breaks, cloud and warm

my body rise to meet the day

eat early, careful start to move

go slow, let gentle life restore.

 

Sweet end of day

long portage in the pouring rain

a time of test, past yesterday’s distress

paddle on through rain to quiet rest.

 

Blue sky and sun break through

and freshen breeze

to raise my spirits

lift my heart anew.

 

The clouds are back, light rain too

its colder now, a touch of fall

no appetite, a little sick

turn now to start my journey home.

 

No strength to write

tired to the bone

where is my native joy

just wanting to be home.

 

The sun comes up

a glorious day

cool still air

and quiet of dawn.

 

Prosciutto and melon

olive oil and bread

olives and antipasto

a creature of my hunger.

 

Last day arrives

long day of portage and canoe

sun beating down

but safely home.

 

End.

 

Algonquin Park Summer 2015
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Warren

Algonquin Park Summer 2015
Algonquin Park Summer 2015

A QUIET MAN

A quiet man, still tall and strong

With aging grace, he walks along

The road of life that urge him on

To love and feel, ’til breath is gone.

A rugged face, blue searching eyes

Betray his inner anxious side

Unruly hair, still mostly sand

A ready smile and kindly hand.

Simple comfort in his dress

But stylish in his casualness

Presents a well-groomed healthy air

The scent of Guerlain vetiver.

Mind built up o’er many years

Of school and work and artist’ tears

Gives him a sure and grounded sense

Of power and easy confidence.

But there’s a darker side to this

Of drugs and blackness’ deep abyss

Of unloved child in quiet pain

And struggle to the light regain.

With love and pride a family raised

Adults now, going their own ways

A home, a place of quiet rest

And gentle friends with whom he’s blessed.

And deeper loves, sweet bye and bye

Bright comets in the deep night sky

Sing joy for all the world to see

In vastness’ time sweet ecstasy.

Such is the man you see walk on

Down his road to Babylon

A quiet faith in life he holds

It carries him as he grows old.

 

Homer

My grandparents, Muriel and Homer Brown, were Christian missionaries, in China.   This moving letter was written by Muriel, just after the death of her almost 3 year-old son, Homer.

Chungking China Apr 24th, 1934

My Dear Isabel:-

About noon to-day, Homer slipped quietly away from us, just yesterday our hopes were strong. For over a month he made such a gallant fight and the doctors gave him such splendid service, but the infection was too strong. So quietly he left us, so peaceful he looks in his white silk casket with pink roses at his feet that we cannot think of death as some arch enemy…. God’s messenger sent to take back to him the treasure he had loaned us for nearly three years.

What a treasure he was,, and how I give thanks with my whole Being that we did so thoroughly appreciate and enjoy him while we had him. how little we realized is was for so short a time. He was so intensely alive so filled with the joy of living, so radiant so abounding in energy and love that just to think of him even to-day, saves one from grieving,. We cannot but weep and the tears will often fall during the coming weeks and months, but there will be no bitterness in them.

Concerned in the great joy of your return to us, borne during such months of happiness, — and the wonder of that night I first held him in my arms, and looked into your faces, as you stood about the bed to welcome him, How I love the picture of you three sisters, with dear father holding the light and looking with such love upon us all. Then such a healthy babyhood.

I an sorry you missed this year with him. But of this I am sure. Many a man has lived to a ripe old age, and given less joy than Homer in his short life. He has radiated friendliness and put life and interest into many a drab life, almost daily.. For this and thy mercies we thank Thee, O Lord.

Reincarnation sometimes makes quite an appeal. I like to think of the little fellow starting out again soon, and shedding joy to others as he did to us.

We had a very nice service this morning at eleven. Then the little white silk covered casket was wrapped in an oil sheet and father, Mr. Jones and Mr. McCurdy took what was left of the little dear for his last ride.

It has pleased us much to think of this last ride being with the man who gave him so very many bi bi rides. Mr. Mitchel was always so nice with him, and was so good about making the arrangements for taking him to-day. He flew right by the agency and waved a farewell for the little lad.

The tears are going to flow all too easily, for a time I fear but I can’t feel God minds that a bit, you will shed yours also and then like us will square your shoulders as you adjust them to a little bigger load, that the world may continue to be better because of that little life that shed so much joy these nearly three years.

Be good to Julia.

lovingly so lovingly

Mother